to my paradise..
i know you’re confused, scared. i know the feeling more than i let on - but then again, that’s part of what we have is about. when you’re weak, i have to be strong. so that when i’m weak, you can be strong for me. it’s just a matter of taking turns.
its just a little happily sad knowing that we both want the same thing. the exact very same thing: each other’s happiness and contentment. it’s just funny that we have contradicting means to a parallel end. life is funny that way.
it’s weird because right now, i feel that there is no turning back. it seems like i will always love you, however this turns out to be. i will still love you, for the person that you are. and the person i know you will become. for me, i have long reached the point of no return. my attitude is now a mixture of amused resignation, for i love you truly, as i have never loved before. i’ve been surprising myself lately. and it’s all because of you.
how you have undone me.
the days will be long. how a month crawls by when you so wish for it to be over. and how fast its rushes, when you exhaust yourself in its stalling. that’s the nature of things, love. here i am again. i find myself chuckling. imagine me, so patient. see? that’s only with you. with others, i’d already have burst a fuse.
so.
take a deep breath, love.
it’s a long wait. but it’s a wait we’ll be doing together.
yours forever and a day. and the day after that.
+ your heaven +
Ü and i couldn’t have said it clearer than that. Ü
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