i have never felt so alone.
i slept early last night coz i thought i was coming down with an effing virus, and i really felt lousy. probably because of my pain which was so thick you could cut it with a knife and spread it over a slice of whole wheat bread, but physically i felt that there was something wrong with me too. an elevated temperature, a pounding headache, swollen lids, a heady feeling and aching in my joints — the perfect ingredients for a full-blown ready-to-serve flu. most likely psychosomatic, i was left with no choice but to deal with both pains.
during sleep, i woke up every hour, which was annoying since i really needed rest. and while i drunkenly walked to the toilet, i was arrested with that groggy feeling that was caused less by being roused from rem sleep, and more by my impending colds. suffice to say that i woke up not smiling and not thankful at all.
if it were possible, i felt lousier when i woke up than the night before. had i been home, i would have rested the whole day, and everything i needed would be attended to. but no, i had to force myself to take a cold shower, get dressed, and haul my sick body off to work.
it feels terrible being sick and alone.
this entry absolutely sucks. just wanted to vent.
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you know nman na love ka namin ni redgh di ba?! basta dito lang kami… everything will be okay! love yah! get well soon! gagala pa tayo! hihihi!
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