medical examination for my visa is today. i hate having these examinations, and discover that i have something incurable. talk about allowing my paranoia to get the better of me. enihoo, wish me luck. hope they don’t see the smoke swirling in my lungs, the dust and smog of the metro settling in the pits of my tubbytummy, and the coffee and coke (light) running through my veins. but i doubt it.
counting down days. hope all goes well.
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paranoia is a sign of lack of self esteem which is out of this world for you.. fear of the unknown is an adventure not a torture… so why punish yourself while you can just enjoy the ride not knowing where it would lead to the uncertainty, how you’ll get there and why? and why question the past when the habits had been developed and the choices you had made was once the nirvana of your existance? isnt it proper to accept the fact that we’re beautiful no matter how many flaws we have discovered amongst ourselves? and isnt it fascinating to realize that the fetish we had cherished would someday be the root of dwarfing our own wisdom of securities? the fact that you are taking a step towards to what you believe that would build your character is another clay in your pottery wheels. that no matter how many vases you have theres only one flower…. YOU!
wow! joehl in the house! hahaha. wait.. one thing at a time, amboy!
“paranoia is a sign of lack of self esteem which is out of this world for you..” << i get paranoid a lot of times, mind you. it’s not really out of this world for me. though i seem to exude hubris, paranoia is my default state of feeling. =D
“isnt it proper to accept the fact that we’re beautiful no matter how many flaws we have discovered amongst ourselves?” << i AM flawed and beautiful. haha. but i can’t risk a f*ck-up here, we’re talking about the next 10 years of my life, dude.
” no matter how many vases you have theres only one flower…. YOU!” << awwwwww. =D ishwitness!
tseh dumale ka na naman! to what do i owe the pleasure of an awe-striking loooong first-ever comment from a two-job-working, bass-guitar-strumming hunkadude??
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