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lei*s hideaway: my thoughts… my abstract ramblings… my rants and raves… my inane balderdash… pieces of me… a teardrop… emotions so strong that my body can no longer contain them… heartwarming sunshine of my smiles… rich, deep laughter that would resound for eternity… demons and monsters that emanate from the wellsprings of my fears… rage that destroys… sinful thoughts released from the tightly-locked safe of my mind… exasperating jealousy that would leave me helpless… the ever self-consuming greed… such love that i am ready and willing to offer… sacrifices, be they reluctant or otherwise… anguish and grief released through heart-wracking sobs… secrets so deep and dark, no other soul would ever know… vanity and the bittersweet sensations and confidence that come along with it… bodily cravings and lust… ingenious ideas impossible to accomplish… inconceivable and unimaginable curses directed to unfortunate souls… counterattacks to harsh criticisms… and healthy conversations by the different personae that make up the innermost core of my being — these, and so much more, are the fragments of my soul… and i, with my naivete and utmost idealism, attempt to put them in writing, as these pieces bear witness as time makes and changes me… and each day, as i come face to face with myself, i will try, with all my best, to do justice to who i am… and to what i hope to become.